Monday, June 30, 2008

OMG....freaking OUT right now....

edited to add - I'll have an update sometime after 1pm. My niece and nephew are over right now so I won't be able to leave for the drug store until sometime after 1pm. I honestly don't think I can even wait to get home with it. I'll probably take the test right in the public bathroom at the store. After I wrote this post last night I went and got into my jammies and started freaking even more when I noticed that my boobs even have those big blue veins that I had when I was pregnant. OMG. I CAN'T be pregnant!

I'm kinda freak'n out right now. My boobs hurt. My boobs haven't hurt like this since I was pregnant 6 years ago. And they seem unusually large. Hubby came home from work and I said "yah know, if I didn't know any better I'd swear I was pregnant."

He gave me the "don't even joke about a thing like that" look.

I was only kidding.

I mean, it would be impossible for me to be pregnant.

Hubby had the big "V" over 5 years ago. But he never went back to get retested to make sure the little swimmers were gone.

I had the endometrial ablasion done over 4 years ago. Now the endometrial ablasion isn't a form of birth control and no studies have been done on pregnancy after this procedure but I was told by the doc that it would be difficult to become pregnant because it leaves an unwelcoming home for an embryo to implant itself.

But then once the words were out of my mouth I started thinking....obsessing really.

My boobs hurt, my back hurts, I've been crampy, I've been exhausted, I've been waking up to pee in the middle of the night again....and wait a minute....now that I'm thinking obsessing about this maybe my near inability to keep my breakfast down on Saturday morning had nothing to do with the two vodka/lemonades I drank.

OMG I'm freaking. I know I'm not pregnant. I can't be pregnant. Right? I mean what would the odds be? Seriously.

OMG...I CAN'T be pregnant!

But you know what? One of my neighbors had a post vasectomy baby 6 years after the fact.

Hubby just left to get a pregnancy test. We're freaking....just a little....


edited to add....all stores are closed! Five stores...all closed at 10pm. OMG! I'll be up all night now!



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11 comments:

Kate @ Life As I Live It said...

Do you have a rabbit you can inject?? LOL

Seriously, maybe it's just a hormonal thing. My boobs never hurt except when I was pg too, and lately there's been a few times they've hurt right around my period.

And you can't mean to tell me that you don't have a 24-hr pharmacy in your area.

Hmmm. I'll be anxiously awaiting the joyous news. Whatever news that will be. Just remember, everything happens for a reason. :)

Kellan said...

I have a friend that had a post V baby! Can't wait to hear your news. I love Kate's comment - do you have a rabbit you can inject? - ACK!!

Take care and good luck - either way - Kellan

Marni Tiani Self said...

How can you post this without the end result? I am DYING to know. You'll have to personally tell me now.

jessica @pianomomsicle said...

i'm crossing my fingers for you!

My friend, whose second child is 1 1/2 months old, took two positive pregnancy tests today! She's freaking out, and is hoping she's just hormonal and the test is detecting ovulation, not pregnancy, especially because her hubs has the "V" scheduled in a few weeks. They were definitely not in a place where they ever wanted kids again, after two bad pregnancies with bedrest and placenta previa and premature babies.

i can't wait to hear the news, and i hope you get some sleep!

Kelly said...

He never went back. DAN!!!!! I didn't realize that!!! There could be a few real old ones left swimming in there. I am sorry but I would laugh so freaking hard especially after all the "better you than me comments" LOL WTF isn't there a Meijers's right by your house? 16 and Van Dyke is less than 5 minutes from you. I will be at work till 3 today. Call or text me. I have to know right away!!!!! I'll be waiting!!!! On a more serious note, I really hope you are not because it's not safe for you to have a bun in your oven anymore. Good Luck!!

R.L.Scovens said...

I'm sorry I don't have any comforting words, cause I'd be freakin out too!!!! Just remember that if you ARE pregnant, it's for a reason!

Kristin H. said...

Oh God Tammy. Oh sweet mother of mercy. I wish I had the words, too. But I would be freaking out as well. Please post the moment you find out.

Colleen said...

So what's the story, morning glory? Are ya knocked up or what?!? :O) You better update your post or twitter or something with an update!

Tracey said...

SO WHAT HAPPENED.........

Tracey said...

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Kori said...

I read the first post before I read this one, so it wasn't so climactic as it might have been. Though it reminded me of the way I reacted when I thought I was pregnant the last time-only, you know, I WAS! :)